Life is so precious, you don’t have to live your life to impress anyone. People may have an opinion about you, but you must learn to live without your critics.
Have you ever felt so dejected and angry that life never apologizes for being so cruel?
You feel so little and inconsequential, in the world that is out of control, because you absolutely, have no control. Having this weird feelings that you want to put thing right in place, you want to restore the damages. Sometimes, you ask yourself. Can’t anyone take responsibility for the damages?
Most times, you would want to give up on life, you begin to hate the reasons, why you should be here. You go crazy at the way people do, what pleases them without any form of remorse, to their fellow human. Jeez! You can’t fathom the exact word that suits your mood.
When you felt all was well, it was all a mirage because, all was never well. You know what? This is a hard nut to crack! Sure it is.
I usually think that the worst thing in the world, is yet to come, and our feelings does not kill us. If you have experienced something awful, then you will begin to know that emotions, can obliterate you on the inside. It is just like a sudden earthquakes, hurricane and tsunamis, the apocalypse is happening, right under your skin, you are the only one feeling it, only YOU! This is just useless, it does not make sense. Imagining how much we can get hurt and survive. I don’t know how we can endure this injury. And I also don’t have answers to that. At least not now.
All I am sure of, is the experience and knowledge, that as long as we survived the hurt, there has to be a reason for it. Yeah! There just have to be a reason for it. And may be it’s okay that we don’t have the answers, we just have to trust it.
And you know what? You are doing just fine and still here. Even though it hurts so much at times. We are here together.
Discipline is being able to force yourself to do something in spite of how you feel over and over again.
“Psychology says you get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be”
“Depression is a flaw in chemistry not character”
Thanks for reading,